Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Broken...

Trust has been stripped


Vanity cannot conseal empty tears


Sweetness lingered on dry hopes


Falsehearted statements cursed reality


Poisioned is the confused heart


Gone astray


No longer possible


To amend the scratched surface


Beckoning is thine impacable embodiment


A poignant memory only remains...


 

Vanquished...


The silent rumble


Of my crippled heart


At times seemed to be forgotten


Though in times of mourning


The quiet rustle of chains


Tighting around the edges


The twisting and turning


And with the final clank and click


Temporarily will the seal hold


Timing and judgement


Hold the true answer


For behind sealed lips


Lies dead ended paths


Reminiscing.... thine


Barriers crumble with


Soft spoken mumbles


First breath


Of release....

Anger to Heartache...

When all you love is lost


You know this is what the fighting costs


You should have thought about what you said


Instead of saying things to soon ahead


So now you are alone with no one around


Feeling sadness in your world that is upside down


You have no one to go to, to say it's alright


Because you did wrong, when the other was right


So now you sit alone, with no love to call your own


Hurting the one you love comes at a price


So from now on, you will remember to think twice


You must listen to only your mind


That way you can never be left behind


So think of kindness and love, both if you will


That way the relationship might begin to heal


Just think of how much you care


Because the next minute they might not be there...

Brotherhood...

From this ground in which you stood


Together as one, like brotherhood


You fought together as you should


You brought us together as you said you would


You fought for our freedom for this land


Although some died on the enemies sand


When one was down, you lent a helping hand


When one was down, another would stand


You risked your life for our state


None of us could ever relate


To the things you went through.. the death.. the hate..

People...

Betraying and lying


Always denying


Caring for nothing at all


Seeming to have the tendency of watching people fall


Life is just a game


They think they are all sane


But seeing through the outershell


Is only so much of what you can really tell


Stealing the light of someone's day


Always seems part of the cruel way


No laughter and no tears


Only having constant fears


No bright side to life


Thinking of only going under the knife


Patience and virtue is nothing but to only decieve


From what you really will recieve


Open the door and let them in


You will only live outside in the darkness again


Respect comes from no helping hand


You are only on the enemy's sand


Death is not a way out


This I can say, without a doubt


Love and hate are two of a kind


In life they always seem to be at a bind


Pressure is full force


Always there to enforce

She Lives On...

I go through life, going about my way


Sometimes thinking, could I have saved her that day?


I cry tears of sorrow in my sleep


Never to be happy, always to weep and weep


Never getting to see your smiling face


I will never know your gentle grace


Wondering what it would be like to stand side by side


To have someone watch over me, never to hide


But you left me in this world alone


The emptiness that sweeps over me is all I have known


My tears of sorrow will never help you now


Sometimes I ask myself, "How could I let this happen, how?"


So I try to put on a smiling face


It's hard without you in this place


I never got to say hello or goodbye


I feel the sadness washing over me, but I know I cannot cry...

Titanic

It sits alone at the bottom of the sea


No one to disturb it, so let it be


Alone it has been for far too long


It needs to be free, to be strong


Wanting to sail over the ocean


Is just a dream, an emotion


Feeling the wind through the sails


Brings back the fatal cries and wails


The misfortune was long ago told


But to it, the fatal night will never grow old


When it sank and dropped to the ocean floor


The feeling of lonliness started coming more


All it has is just one small dream


To be heard again, to be seen


But the more it dreams, it doesn't come true


So here it will remain, in the cold water of blue

Another Side...

Feeling so much regret


Can't seem to forget about you yet


Seeming to want you near


Feeling lonely without you here


Knowing all the things I said were wrong


You were right all along


Still feeling the same for you as days go by


Wanting to give love another try


But concenquenices are involved


Not knowing how the problem can be solved


So confused on what to do


Only thinking of being with you


Remembering your gentle embrace


Putting a warm glow upon my face


Sorry will never mend your broken heart


The one I have so fiercely torn apart


I know we can make it work if we try


We must make an effort, you and I


Decisions were made along the way


With one question in my head, why didn't I stay


Now I want to start anew


Knowing we can make it through


 

Forgive...

Feeling so guilty about hurting you


I shouldn't treat you the way I do


I took you for granted, so now I see


How could I let this be?


Your the one that makes my life have a chance


Having a wonderful life, without a backwards glance


I couldn't live without you


You are the one that makes my life complete


So I ask you this


Will you forgive me, so we can have happiness and bliss?


 

Summer Wave...

The sun is heating fast


The air is deeply warm


The wind has caught on fire


The tree's plead for water


The animal scurry to the shadows


Summer is upon us